back again

won't do something fancy here..i just wanted to write down whatever's on my mind..

oh wait, can't think of something in particular..my mind's still blurred from last night's shift..i'm dead tired from creating my powerpoint presentation for my report (which by the way i can't edit at the moment because of hell knows what that is), i wasn't able to sleep yesterday and then i have to go to work on a graveyard shift..

good thing i'm now counting down the days to this awful shifting schedule..i've been like this for almost four years and i think it's high time for me to grant what my body wants - a normal life. We know that we only live once so we've got to live like we're dying..but not this way..not this way..

i'm not complaining about how i lived my life for the last few years..i did choose to live it that way and believe me, i've had better days..it's just that, time has come for me to choose the path where i know i should've taken long ago..well, it's never the right time to find a new way..sometimes, you think it should be in future..sometimes you think, it should've been long ago..but i guess that doesn't matter anymore..what matters is that so arrived at that point where you realized you have to choose..right here, right now..there's never a perfect time..it will only seem perfect when it's a little too late..late or not, it's never perfect..nothing's perfect..except Him..

now where do i go? probably to the path the the wind only knows..